Monday, 21 September 2009

Gonna be a busy week video wise

You might not know this but I'm part of a new Collaboration Channel called The Fetch Betch Show( I play the character called Samantha Perkins for this Show who appears on Fridays. Please check it out, and if you like it then Subscribe :)

I'm going to be busy making videos for The Fetch Betch Show and also for my own Channel ( so it's going to be a busy week.

I'm also thinking of re-doing my YouTube Channel Design cause I want it to match that of my website, so I might do that too. Now that I have a notebook mouse it'll make using Photoshop much easier and quicker :)

Well I'm gonna go and eat something cause I'm hungry and haven't had breakfast yet.


Tuesday, 8 September 2009

I have a right to be angry and upset

Do you think if someone loved you that they would treat you so horribly after breaking up over a misunderstanding?

By horribly I mean being so cold like they never had any feelings for you at all, and when they contact you and you reply, they ignore you...seems to me like they can just switch off their so called "Love"

They also make excuses and tell lies, but then say "I Love You" probably thinking it makes it easier knowing that they have hurt you so much and those words make it ok, when they dont. You ask for them to be straight forward and with you and let you know where you stand but they do the opposite and keep stringing you along. Is this Love....really? I don't believe it is.

I have a right to be angry and upset.

Tuesday, 1 September 2009


I were out at Asda when i got a weird feeling. People passing you by & you're hurting because the person you love is no longer your special someone...its confusing, not to mention upsetting :'-( Your heart is set on someone else and it makes you think of them. I got upset walking around asda...I don't know what to think anymore with their behaviour...Is there someone else? They say not but it's all so confusing...I think i figured out what makes Them do these things - anger. I think they're holding their anger in causes these outbursts...I know when you're angry you say and do things to hurt people, even those you love, but what we've got is hard to find and it's not worth throwing away over small things...I just feel lost. I never wanted to break up with them, still dont, but it's not my choice... if you read this: I Love You <3

It's Official, I'm Single and i got broke up with via a text message

Yep. After talking on the phone to my now ex partner, when they said they loves me and is heartbroken over what has happened. They went on to say how they want me, loves me and always will...well only minutes after talking they text me saying we've over (how many times i have heard that i do not know) and this time it's because i apparently humiliated 'em - what the fuck? I humiliated THEM? They're the one who acted like an asshole and treated me like crap! Basically because my friends on Facebook had something to say on the subject that they didn't like this is why they've come to this decision this time...pathetic.