Halloween Party

So yeh...on saturday it's the Halloween Party. It's being hosted here at my home, and all my family are attending. We do this every year for my brother, Dave, who died in 2005.
We do it as a celebration and rememberance of his life, and as his birthday is the 30th of October, we do this on Halloween.

It's really fun cause we all dress up, have a laugh, even cry (lol) then we send off Balloons with messages attached to them so he can read them.
I don't know if we'll be having the balloons this year, but it's still going to be a good good night *Starts singing Black Eyed Peas* I'm really looking forward to it.

I'm dressing up as Samantha Perkins (see this link if you don't know who she is) It's gonna be a laugh that's for sure. I can't wait!

Only 4 days to go so I better get the pumpkins carved, and I'm gonna try and do a video for The Fetch Betch Show, but don't know if it's possible.
I'll try it tomorrow but If not then it'll have to wait cause I'm gonna be busy these next few days.

Anyway I shall be going.

Take care

Jay
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The weekend

Heya guys!

So the weekend has begun, and guess what? Mine hasn't been a good start. I woke up this morning with such a bad migraine. I felt really ill, so I had to go back to bed. I woke up then about 4:30 pm. The migraine seems to of eased off, but I still feel it slightly, still not 100%. Hope it's gone properly for tomorrow.

I watched The X Factor tonight, and was impressed with Lucie's performance - talk about flawless. Deffinately her best yet. I've voted for her (as I always do) and also for Stacey. I think Rachel deserves a vote too cause she did well tonight, deffinately her best yet. Who did you guys vote for? I don't know why John and Edward are still in the competition - they can't sing! I can see how they're entertaining, but better singers have gone because of them. I don't really like Olly Murs either - he's just too cocky, and he knows it.

I got my new camcorder battery this morning, the one I payed 81 quid for including postage from Amazon.co.uk! It's expensive but deffinately worth it. The battery life is almost tripple that of my older one (the NP-FH70) so I'm rather pleased. Now I won't have to worry about the battery running out so soon, and I can now also film the Halloween Party that we'll be having next week. Which reminds me: still need to get some pumkins.

The good thing about not being in a relationship were you're going back and forth to and from each others houses is the money you have to spend now you're no longer in it. I've been saving my money, ok I've also spent some too, but never gone into my Overdraft yet, and when I was with my ex I was doing so all the time. It's expensive feeding two people, especially one who doesn't help you pay for the shopping like he should. He said he had "bills" but beginning to wonder if it was more than that. Had a suspicion when I were with him about him smoking, cause his house smelt of cigaratte smoke. He told me it was the smell left over from when his mum and friend smoked, but that seems far fetched. And this is a guy who claims he's "genuine" he's very far from it. He's done nothing but lie to me time and time again. Not to mention the way he treated me. Genuine? No chance. I really do feel sorry for whoever might end up with him next, if anyone.

Anyway I'm going to go and watch the new episode of Dollhouse so I shall see you all later.

Take care

Byeeeee

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Feeling better now

I'm feeling much better after all the crap is over with my relationship. I'm not stressed like I was and I'm sleeping better. I feel like I'm getting a grip on my life again and life is looking more colorful day by day. Word of advice guys: If you ever have a guy say that he loves you when you've never met him before - run. :)

All that needs to improve now is my sleeping pattern. I'm going to bed at 3 or 4 in the morning, and it's doing my head in. I've got a Halloween party coming up (we're having one) so I need to get my sleep sorted for then. Which reminds me...I'm having to buy a new camcorder battery, and I can't believe I'm going to pay 70 quid for one! But ya know, you get what you pay for. I bought one recently off eBay and it turns out it's a fake dud - won't even charge. So as you can imagine I wasn't very happy about it. I've put a claim into Paypal so I'm just waiting on that getting sorted now.

Anyway...I'm busy editing a video right now (one for the Fetch Betch Show) and I'm abouts to watch Ghost Whisperer. The good thing about that program is that it has you crying. I know that sounds mad, but it's a good thing. Crying releases pent up emotion and stress. It's weird that I've not cried, not once with the break up, but a TV show has me crying like like mad, lol. Even Desperate Housewives did! I guess that's what happens when your boyfriend breaks up with you time after time - You become numb to it...

Right well I'm gonna go and watch Ghost Whisperer while this video is rendering (that means saving for those non video editing people)

Take care

Byeeeeeeeee
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